Life Portrayed in Images

Sometimes your past hunts you terribly that you can’t even see the good things the future offers you. You lose you gain. You gain you lose. Sometimes the only person you think that kind is God.

If you ever stumble in this blog Elly I just want you to know that I removed our pictures here. I can’t bare to see it here whenever I open it. I just feel very very sad. It’s like the whole world is falling upon me. If ever by chance you open this page although I know there is only 1 percent of chance that you will open this, I want you to know that I’m so shattered. I can’t believe that it happened to us. How could you forget everything that happened to us. In case that you don’t know, all my plans for the last six months has something to do with you. You became already part of my life and my dreams. Right now Im just trying to be okay, tyring to be okay, tryin to be okay………..

Ngayon araw na to ang sama sama ng pakiramdam ko. Di ako makatulog gulat pa rin at di makapinawala sa nangyari. Iniwan lang ako ng ganun-ganun, di ko nakita na kaya nya palang gawin yon. Masaya na sya ako eto di mapakinabangan parang sira ulo. Sana maalis ko na sya sa utak ko at matanggap ng lubusan na di talaga kami pwede mag-sama. Parang nadadala na talaga ako. Gusto ko maaliw pero di ako maaliw eh, magtuturo na lang ako. Kailangan maaliw talaga ako kasi nandito lang ako sa office nakakatamad walang magawa, isip lang ako ng isip. Panginoon kayo na bahala saken. Wag naman sana ako magksakit.

Sometimes you just can’t stop yourself to be sad.